From This Moment On

“From This Moment On”

(I do swear that I’ll always be there.
I’d give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I’d give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can’t wait to live my life with you, can’t wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment on

You’re the reason I believe in love
And you’re the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

How To Save A Life? Mine.

Been listening to my Motivation Playlist in my i-Pod, konon to motivate myself. Fail. How To Save A Life by The Fray, one of my fav songs. How to save my life, to be exact?

Last night was terrible, I was tossing and turning but failed to put myself to sleep. In the end, took the last option and I slept for 6-hours.

Today, well. Fridays are always special to me. I had a good time with friends, laughing, eating, laughing and eating again. We had 3 rounds of meal in 2-hours time I think. Great. Food. Thanks for the laughter. I need that. Great friends kan. Memain je banyak. Gonna miss all that when it’s time to ’separate’.

Today’s meeting, I wasn’t really concentrating. Scribbling around.. jotting few things. Penat je beli buku @ IKEA. Fed-up kot.. I’m gonna have trouble doing the minutes next week but my savior is always there (thanks Kak). 

I voiced out my concerns and was brushed-off just like that. Just like snapping my fingers.  I’m walking alone. Somebody told me, boss said to the CRO  “I’m in the water”.

Boss: I’m a good swimmer. I can float.

It’s best to listen to this song again and again..

“Boulevard Of Broken Dreams”

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What’s fucked up and everything’s alright
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

*Why kawan-kawan mama always say “You’re the one who’s in US?”

Bosan btul.. I have to explain again and again.. “That’s Ella. I’m already working”.