weight of the world

Things happened today. Well ok, not gonna talk about it here. Damn shoulder has been bugging me for months and I’m still refusing treatment. Malas? Was ticked-off by 2-3 person today. Degil. Degil. Degil. Degil is my middle name.

I listened, but that doesn’t mean I must adhere to whatever nasihat or so-called nasihat kan. But at least I was listening. Thanks guys.

Today’s entry = weight of the world. I’m just having some issues that I need to resolve and I’m still contemplating AND I’m NOT happy about it.  But as usual, everything happens for a reason. Always. I’ll try but destiny is not in my hand.

Was  reading Ella’s blog. Her friend passed away during their trip to the Smoky Mountain. He drowned. I googled the news. Anyway, I’m glad she’s ok but, it’s a tragic ending. Be strong k sis.

Dari Allah kita datang, kepadaNya kita kembali.

Al-Fatihah to Nublan Zaki Norhadi.

And it makes me wonder about life again. Life is so short, how short is short? Life is unfair, I beg to differ. Life is wonderful. Life is an opportunity. Life is just a 4-letter word.  Enough from me.

Signing off for tonight.. I didn’t have any dinner, I lost my appetite.

sleepy

This damn shoulder hurts like hell @ the office, without warning, and I had to take a strong pain killer to get rid of the pain. Gampang. Enough of pills, am sleepy and will ignore the pain and sleep. Sleep should help..

Done Unpacking

I’m done. Unpacking complete. I though I left my specs in US but found it somewhere inside the bag. Just one more thing left, the list.

I hardly bought something for myself as I didn’t quite find something that I really like, so that’s kinda like disappointing.

Let see, for myself, I have:

Few Coach bags / wristlet (not even a fan of Coach) Haha..

Tommy Hilfiger bag.

Nike t-shirt.

Harvard t-shirt.

Gap sandal.

Magnets and other souvenirs.

Bath and Body Works Shower Gel and VS Shower Gel (dalam cargo).

I badly want a Tommy Hilfiger shirt.. =( But couldn’t find any that I really like.

I’ll shop for only myself on the next overseas trip. Melbourne in Dec 09? Haha. The cuzzies want me and Ella with the kiddies to come. I told them, minus the kiddies okkkk.. Tunggang-langgang rumah.

Bye Bye US. Hello KL

Ella was right, once we landed, it feels ‘hot’. Bahang kan Ella. Hehe. After 2-weeks in US, gotta adapt to the weather and time zone change once again. Ditched the sweaters and jackets.

So we landed safely by 0630 hours. We experienced a terrible turbulence somewhere at the Andaman Sea. Cabin crew pun need to be seated. Kelam-kabut semua passengers pakai seat belt and tighten it. Thank god it lasted few minutes je. Had my nasi lemak breakfast at about 4 am, thousands feet up in the sky. Flight was full but it was relaxing, maybe as knowing that we’ll be coming back to our homeland so, no worries. Took our luggage by 0730 hours and left for home. Didn’t wanna even take a 2nd glance  at the duty free shops at the satellite building.

I felt that I am human again, after taking a warm shower and slept for about 10 hours. 10 am to 8 pm. Just woke up and had my dinner, yeah nasi goreng.

One more thing, back to lousy broadband connection. Ughh.

Bye Bye KL, Hello New York

Leaving for New York tomorrow.

I’m pretty much excited. Well. Sort-of.

Gonna miss my friends, especially my office mates.

But I need the break, to think about lots of things.

Gonna leave the stress and crappy emotions there and come back here, feeling lighter.

New York, here I come.

Doakan me and family selamat pergi and selamat sampai Malaysia.

New York

Boleh sesat ni.

may’s wedding and Packing Begins

May’s wedding was a great event. First time, jejak kaki at Taman Tamadun Islam, Terengganu, next to Masjid Kristal. Unfortunately, we didn’t have the chance to take pics with the newly-weds. Congratulations to May & Zaid. Have a blissful marriage life. Few pics. Not clear enough. Didn’t bring my camera.  I love the souvenirs. I got two. Songket tuh, blue in color.

May was my roommate and my course mate back in MMU. I went to KT twice, while I was studying in MMU, stayed at her home on both occasions and enjoyed great hospitality by her family.

First time pergi, I still remember, we still had one final paper to sit for. Melepak at the veranda, berborak ntah apa, then dia ajak. I called my mom, mom booked the tickets for me and her. Masa tu ada MAS Super Saver RM90. Haha. I miss my life as a student. So many sweet and funny moments together.

Anyway, congrats again to Norida (May) and Zaid.

Now, packing for New York begins.

Round 1: Campak keluar semua baju yang dirasakan perlu

Round 2: Cari beg yang sesuai

Round 3: Proses pengeluaran dan kemasukan baju bermula, proses ini perlu diulang sekurang-kurangnya 4-5 kali. Round 3 agak lama. Di sini juga, keupayaan membuat keputusan amat diperlukan. Contoh soalan seperti yang tertera di bawah:

Adakah saya perlu membawa Northface jacket saya?

Jawapan pertama: Tak perlu

Jawapan kedua: Mungkin perlu

Adakah saya perlu membawa 3 jeans?

Jawapan pertama: Perlu

Jawapan kedua: Tak perlu. Beli yang baru di sana.

Round 4: Proses memuatkan baju dalam bag.

Round 5: Habis. Apa nak jadi, jadilah.

Saya baru hendak memulakan Round 1.